I'm really enjoying my house. Cleaning it and having it clean, getting things fixed up make me feel like things are improving in my life. If I let the time share go, I will be able to keep my house and have repairs, renovations done one thing at a time. That would be awesome.

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  1. SandyJuly 26, 2009 at 4:18 AM

    Think I followed Badass over....whew, do your posts bring back memories, good and bad. But I wanted to comment on the one about the house (I haven't read too far back). When my 1st husband walked out on me after 9 years of marriage and the first year in our house I was determined to keep my house. I didn't have kids (I did go out and get a dog about a weeks after he left---good trade) so I was only keeping the house for myself but it gave me a great sense of accomplishment. I ran out of money before I ran out of month regularly but I hung in and on. I think you're going to do the same. Plus it sounds like you've got two great kids who need you. As for house renovations, I learned to do a lot of things after he left. There were jobs that I had been asking him to do for months, he never did and I did them after he left. Again, huge sense of accomplishment. Hand in there!

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  2. jaykbeeJuly 26, 2009 at 3:39 PM

    Hey thanks and welcome to my blog! :)

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