BESIDE MYSELF--Starting Over

Happy Friday! I went to bed pretty early last night--woke up as usual at 3 am-ish so decided to get on the computer and help keep my computer guy awake coz he is working a 7pm to 7 am shift. Watched a few shows on Hulu for the first time. Yup Hulu is good stuff. Then went back to sleep for a few hours. I was planning on goin to the SSA office today about my name change for SS card but can't find my divorce decree :( Guess I might have to go down to the County Courthouse first but it is SO stinkin hot today, I am totally lazy to go there. Maybe Monday morning..... I am totally kickin myself for changing my last name to match Xs back in 2007 when he changed his to the original Chinese name he remembers from childhood. grrr. So at work I will have changed my name twice in two years. This afternoon, I am going to drop the kids off at X's parents so they can spend the weekend with him and I can have a bit of a break. He can and should do his visitation anyway. My flowers are ...

I am okay. Things are good. I had the house to myself most of Saturday after returning from out of town. I was pretty tired, so slept a lot. Later, my son and his father came to pick me up for lunch. Baby's daddy walked straight into my bedroom like he owned the place. Saw a candy bar wrapper. " You've been eating candy!" umm well duh! "I thought you were on a program" (puzzled voice. pffft huh?) "Pffft me? Nawww, I am not on a stinkin program. I can eat chocolate whenEVER I want and you don't get to fuss about it" YaY. "Chocolate enhances my mood" yeah, I am addicted. When he went out of my room leaving his cell phone on my bed, I peeked at the texts. yeah u kno I did. pfft Of CoURSe. "Rose Wang, will you marry me?" "Will you marry me, Rose Wang?" "Will you marry me, Rose Wang?" That's the China girl. I know for a fact he asked the Japanese gf to marry him too. Prolly a few more. Covering al...