Did I Mention that Life is Unpredictable?
So much has happened, that I cannot even put here. So I'm going to avoid one huge annoying aggravating situation that won't go away. Instead, let me fast forward a bit. I got shot in the back with a shotgun during a robbery in front of my home last year. Almost exactly one year ago. I now carry 9 pieces of lead buckshot in my upper back which hurts, nerve pain, and partial paralysis which actually has its own name: Brown Sequard Syndrome. Annoying is what I call it. Doctors refuse to remove the buckshot (I've talked to 3-4 different ones so far). I can't list all the things I've lost anywhere else, but you don't mind if I do right? Well it's my blog post, so I will attempt to: I can't sleep on my side or pretty much any position other than my back which means I cannot snuggle or sleep in my husband's arms. Due to that and his own disabilities, sex is not possible or anything resembling it really. In fact, sleeping in my own