sad face
I just returned from an educational seminar---boring topic, but I thoroughly enjoyed the speaker :D Feeling dejected. alone. sad. possibly hormonal. I feel abandoned by the kids' father in terms of child support. I am not sure he even cares whether or not his kids have food on their plates but loves to tell them I don't feed them properly. Also, I think I am messed up. I don't know how to be loved outside of the bed. Sex is the only love I have known. I remind myself of some little girl who has been abused and seeks affection in the only way she has experienced it. I suppose this means I need to go see a therapist. again.