BESIDE MYSELF--Starting Over

I've been laid low for going on two weeks now, but I hope the end is near. The doc put me on antibiotics, so apparently I have had THREE things going on, one of which is an infection. It's my second day on them, so hoping that the rest will resolve quickly! Son is still struggling to "get with the program" in 7th grade. I'm trying to focus on the positives and not freak out over the edge-of-the-cliff grades. Just found out he had a book report due yesterday..... Son called me Friday night saying he wanted to come home coz his dad's didn't have electricity and that he would pick him up again Saturday. Then again on Sunday morning, I had to go rescue him from a grumpy, grumpy father. X has been living at his parent's house (they abandoned everything and went back to Indonesia) without paying mortgage since last April/May. Basically, letting it go into foreclosure. So now, down to the wire, he is freaking out because MAYBE there are still things h

So, did ya miss me? Things have been interesting, to say the least. Been busy with my new guy--FredDbear. Enjoyed spending lots of quality time the past three weekends but this weekend am likely to suffer withdrawal. It's kinda feels iffy to me yet, which is why I have refrained from commenting too much. Things are awesome when we are together, but he lives over an hour away. Anyhoo, I'll put that to the side for now. I've been laid low this week by two very uncomfortable ailments. Each one on it's own is miserable, but when combined. OH MY GOSH> :( Bright side, I am feeling a bit better today. My X is a jerk... been over a month since I received anything at all from him. Last time was less than half a payment. Meanwhile, thank GOD for family. My mom has been keeping us in groceries and my car tank full. I've been able to pay for the basics for the most part, so that is good. Somethings gonna have to give tho. I went up North to MN last weekend to see