This is how I feel today
I haven't written for a few days. Sometimes my emotions change so quickly, it's too much trouble to put them down here. Others, I feel like I have nothing worthwhile or positive to say. Yesterday, I had to pick up my sister at 5 pm which gave me an hour and a half to kill while waiting. I went to his house and took a nap. Of course he wrapped himself around me, so basically I slept in his arms. It didn't feel like a big deal at the time--it was only a nap. I'm thinking now that it was a mistake. Last night, I went to a divorce care class about moving on. I enjoyed it, but afterwards, I didn't want to go out with them. I just went to my car and cried thinking that no one will ever want me, love me, why do I even bother trying to do all this, it's too early for me to even think about men. Today, during a school assembly, I happened to glance over at a couple who were recording their student's performance. The wife was behind the husband with her arm ...