disbelief
I have this feeling of disbelief... it can't really be true, this can't be happening... when am I going to wake up from this bad dream?
I remember when my dad died, I had the same feeling of surreality. I would wake up in the morning and lay there trying to figure out what was wrong. Then I would remember--my dad is dead. That happened every morning for a long time.
Same thing now. I have to keep remembering that I no longer have a husband, a home, a family. My life has been blown apart.
The pain feels too hard to bear.
I remember when my dad died, I had the same feeling of surreality. I would wake up in the morning and lay there trying to figure out what was wrong. Then I would remember--my dad is dead. That happened every morning for a long time.
Same thing now. I have to keep remembering that I no longer have a husband, a home, a family. My life has been blown apart.
The pain feels too hard to bear.
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