I hate you right now

Saturday, January 17, 2009


I hate you
Current mood: angry

At the moment, I hate you. You tore my life in half.

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  1. AnonymousMarch 14, 2009 at 12:45 PM

    allow yourself to feel the full range of emotions: when you cut off hate, pain, anger, you cut off the ability to feel... cut off one emotion, they all go. good for you for allowing yourself to feel..

    i know...

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