BESIDE MYSELF--Starting Over

Things are going well--- I finally have something to say and a bit of the apathy has worn off. In terms of the men in my life, though, not so sure. I've kicked new guy to the curb. We dated for about a month I guess, but he is perpetually broke, and seemed like I was having to drive to him all the time, pay for a few meals here and there just so we could go out. I'm a single mom, geesh, meet me half way or something! Navy guy is around, barely. I like being with him but once a week or less is not going to cut it. I'm going to spend some time again with big truck fix it guy--the one with the beautiful eyes but loves to tell me about brake lines, animal rendering, etc. lol. He's a good guy and I'm looking forward to resuming our summer weekend nights spent listening to outdoor music. We had fun with that last summer. On the home front, house-wise, things are grapes! My roof got reshingled, I've started painting the house, have someone cleaning, clearing, filli...

I'm feeling pretty apathetic at the moment-- had a bit of a rough patch during the weekend when son spent the nite at his dad's Saturday. Basically daughter screamed at her father and forced him to ask to see his son. As she was there and promised to keep an eye on him, I let son go but then I was worried all nite that he might be abused verbally/emotionally, etc. I really don't feel like writing much. I'm kinda down with men at the moment too. Notice to current patrons: due to budget constraints, delivery is no longer available until further notice---dine in or carry out only. In addition, sales calls, circulars, and coupons have been discontinued. If you would like to know what the specials are, you are gonna have to call. The hand delivered unsolicited two armed enveloping before after dinner mints are now upon request only. Basically, just kiss my ass.