Make you Feel My love

Turns out no movie date with Army Guy tonite. I did have a nice time with the Widower last night though. I don't think I told you about him. Probably because I am not sure. It was our second date.

So, I am home tonight feeling a bit blue. I have so much to offer the right man. I'm just scared that he may not find me. I don't like being alone. Sometimes I just want my life back. I know it wasn't much, but it was all I had.

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  1. TammyAugust 16, 2009 at 1:16 AM

    dang....felt like that soooo many times. Sometimes it felt like going back to what I had would have been so much better...but believe me, everytime I thought that way, he would say or do something so stupid or mean that I would remember why I left. Be strong....you will find someone who will treat you right and make you happy. Don't give up!

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  2. jaykbeeAugust 16, 2009 at 8:39 AM

    Thanks Tammy. I always appreciate your comments :)

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  3. SageAugust 16, 2009 at 10:56 AM

    He'll find you. Try not to press it. He'll soon figure out what he has been missing once he finds you too!

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  4. jaykbeeAugust 16, 2009 at 12:39 PM

    awww Sage, that is sweet of you to say. huggles.

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