Getting away from life
Did I tell you Ex is leaving for China / Indonesia to meet his gf for the first time and then see his family--possibly get a job there. He is going to leave me with a shambles of a house to clean up, his children to take care of, and his credit card bill collectors to tell that he doesn't live there anymore. I think I will change the phone number. I am not sure how I feel about all this. Maybe a bit scared of taking on the financial burdens with little hope of child support and no alimony. Going back into the same old house isnt my idea of fun either. Yet, I know that I can clean it up, repaint. I can do it. The lawn in the back has reached mid calf already. Probably he will leave that for me also---just as well. Last year it took him all summer to get the lawn finished through ONE time. It's not a big lawn.... I dunno, maybe he has the right idea-- new place, new start. If I had the money, I'd give him some just to hurry him along even if it means he is leaving my...
did you know that infp's wake up each day of their lives 'becoming.'.. ?
ReplyDeleteInfp's are called the "Becomers." They seek each day to know who they are and who they are becoming, and to bring meaning to life, and to make sense of life, and to find themselves.
The paradox is that the infp never arrives and is always "becoming." Come to be at peace with the process, and you will have made great headway with your journey of personal growth to where it is okay not to have yet arrived.