I have myself in a bit of a pickle. Joe and I might get married. He's made a lot of changes, but the kinds of things he is working on take time and are difficult to change.
When I'm with him, I think "We can do this!" When I'm not, I start worrying.
I have trust issues. How do you trust someone completely? I usually take things at face value, but reserve judgement and observe.
I'm not sure I'm ready to step away from the "man buffet" As long as I have a main course at home, I'm good. That's part of the question. Will there be a main course?
What is love anyway? I really have no idea anymore. Caring? That comes easily for me. I can care deeply about many people--have and do. What is the difference between that and love?
I'd like to be taken care of. I don't want to be the primary caregiver yet. He needs looking after. Why do I have to be the one to do that? I don't think that people are capable of "fixing...
